itsmylife

2007-03-16T22:40:00.000-07:00

new blog,relink

i have decided, my old blog shall remain for memories..
so i shall have leave it here.
:D

2006-09-27T05:40:00.000-07:00

this blog is stupid.
going to abandon it again.
well maybe.
oh well.
life is full of uncertainties.
maybe i will be gone tomorrow.
who knows?
except for my father in heaven.
remember to treasure the little things that we have in life.
BYE.

ahhh

2006-08-16T19:16:00.000-07:00

it was a stressful week..with common tests almost everyday and the chinese oral to prepare for.. here is the schedule to make it easier for ppl to emphathise with me..or is it sympathise?aiya..anw..
mon: dnt test(nv ever going to be an architect or engineer..)
tues: maths test..no blessing in disguise
wed: chinese newspaper oral thing..phew!said a lot of erms though
thurs: chem test..im balancing..
fri: chinese informal letter test..
when is the tests ever going to end??
it seems like life is just there to torture us and make us work for life..
as a student our form of working is studying for endless tests and exams..
when we are adults our form of working is..working..for money at least..at least we get paid..
but the money is used to provide for our daily lives(daily necessities anyway..and our parents as well..
oh well..what to do if im not born with a diamond spoon..(i dont think silver's enough)hahas..
what can i do but accept it..smtimes feel that why not end life now?since its going to end one of these days..but im not going to commit suicide lah..
at least i still have hopes and dreams!
that is the most IMPORTANT thing!x)

hrmph!!

2006-08-03T16:47:00.000-07:00

HATE ENGLISH
stupid teacher
grrr
wahlau
as if there is not enough work
still ask us to buy file
then look for an article for all the categories in the file
nothing to do is it
then still hav to highlight good vocab
n write sentences or smthing
n get it ready by monday
not as if we very free lar
next week still got common test lor
then later still say we will thank her next time
for making us do this
n that this will improve our english
english sucks
or if not
then the teacher sucks
she used to be kinda nice
its lyk she evolved into smthing else
think:bacteria transformation
if she so free then do it herself lor
anyway i don't think english is all that impt
not as impt as maths and science are
think how many jobs out there require u to hav a degree in english??
unless u aspire to be an english teacher or professor or some shity job..
ok its useful for impressing ppl during interviews and stuff
n also useful for having good command of vocab
jus in case u ever need to cross swords(not literally)with an unreasonable someone
but otherwise on the whole its not that impt to be like excellent in english
why not spend the time doing other stuff instead?
like maths or science?
which can get u somewhere.
that spare time can also be used for stuff like slacking or sleeping
which are very impt things..
once and for all
studying ENGLISH SUCKS
then also failed the stupid history test
what reliability test
waste of time
never ever going to take history in sec3
unless some kind of miracle happens
even the teacher said history 0'level results in the whole of singapore
is not good
no wonder school not offering
it makes perfect sense
anyway
who wants to get a degree in history
unless u want to be a history teacher
i don't even know whether history teachers
have a degree in history lor..
otherwise to graduate as a history student is stupid and useless
bleh!
end of my angsty teenage complains
[pardon spelling mistakes,if any]
lame joke:why did the chicken cross the road?
Ans:cause it wanted to watch SOP[symphony of praise]
quoted from robyn'2a2

changed the blogskin!

2006-07-25T19:22:00.000-07:00

finally changed the blogskin!
after the grey dreary one, its such a nice change:)
"it dosen't really matter what you wear
let the ppl stare
cos we are who we are who we are who we are
it dosen't really matter what car you drive
its good to feel alive
now we are who we are who we are
its good to feel alive..."
ha.love the song..
its very apt lor..
we cant please everyone
or do something just to please others.
its meaningless that way..
so dont do something just to please a particular someone...
today went home with jinle
who as usual is crappy and lame..
oh and she also scared me..
lolx..
hahas..
then went to the dental after that..
putting braces lyk few weeks later.eight august.
cos no timeslot available lor.
dunno how scary it is but have to eat soft food after putting..
x(boo..will miss all the delicious food..
oh well
its for the greater sake of mankind
only in this case its for...i dunno..
hahas x)

[longest post in months.]
bleh.
grrr.
eh.
bye.
hahas.

depressed

2006-07-14T08:15:00.000-07:00

feeling fepressed and fed up with life.
ever got chased around or out of a place by other people??
its annoying and irritating and unreasonable..
esp if the place u got chased out of is your own classroom or room..
its very idiotic..
still feeling depressed..
but glad for the people and little things in life that keeps me going..
as said in the previous post..
x)

2006-07-08T16:16:00.000-07:00

just bought new piano books..
cant believe they are so damn ex..
1=S$50..mozart's sonatas volume 1 and 2..lol..
sometimes feel that life is hopeless..and have no direction..
we can jus die tomorrow and whatever we have planned will go up in smoke..
feeling sick and tired..but can do nothing abouit it..
haiz..life goes on..
thankful for the little things in life that helps me get on with it:)

2006-07-04T03:28:00.000-07:00

yesterday was the closing ceremony for music marathon..haiz..wanted to go..but nobody did..in the end only jinle went with her guzheng tuan..got extra holiday today..cos of the music marathon and the voting for general elections thing..lol..blog still dont hav tagboard..but cant be bothered lor..life goes on as usual..

P.S.

2006-06-30T09:41:00.000-07:00

the timings of the posts all wrong lor..no idea how to change..bleh.

music marathon

2006-06-30T09:27:00.000-07:00

went to millenia walk again..this time for singing during our slot from 4-6pm..everyone in the grp wore orange polo tee and mostly jeans lor..met in school first then went to millenia walk together..we looked lyk some retarded grp..lyk some big walk thing lor.. we looked lyk big oranges or carrots..lol..anw..they said we sang not bad..hahas..loved doing the hey juliet! song..kinda enjoyed myself..then went to swensens to eat to give the birthday ppl a treat[jinle,kimberly,weiying,siv]ate chicken baked rice and ice-cream[gold rush]!!yum!!then felt so full afterwards..then we spent lyk so much time outside swensens calculating the bill and dividing the price..haiz..wasted quite a lot of time lor..oh..well..nvm..quite a busy day..passed very fast lor..anw..any enjoyable day always pass this fast or even faster lor..life's always lyk that..the good times fly:)satisfied.

jus another day

2006-06-29T07:47:00.000-07:00

back to post again. jus went to millenia walk at about 8 plus. met jinle there.and also her sis.then later jamie, jaslynn, praneetha,weiying...the marathon not say very entertaining lor..watched a while and saw lots of other teachers and ppl from school there..then went back home..the marathon kind of did not meet my expectations..expected it to be more exciting lor.oh..well..its only the first few hours..wonder wad will it be lyk when we sing..anw..sianz..jus changed the blog skin and decided to do away with the freaking tagboard..at least for now..oh..well..hahas:)

2006-05-25T20:32:00.000-07:00

first time posting in lyk half a year..
hahas..
have abandoned my blog..
for quite some time..
feels weird to be posting again..
anw..dunno what happened..
my tagboard has gone crazy..
oh well..

2005-11-18T12:44:00.000-08:00

have not post for a long long time.
almost a month..
got something to do before continuing wif the post..
apparently karchian has used her power..to make me do dis:

Post 5 weird/random facts about yourself. At the end, list out 5 ppl who are the next to do this. Leave a comment that says you are tagged in their blogs and ask them to read yours.
#01. i hav loads of homework.
#02. i <3 chocolate.
#03. i <3 slacking.
#04. i wan to live a life of luxury:)[who dosen't?]
#05. im not looking forward to the end of the school hols.

hmmm..now, it's my turn to appoint 5 ppl to carry out this task..hahahaha..so i shall choose
CLAIRE, JAMIE, JINLE, EMILY, BLOSSOM to do this.
remember, it's a MUST!!!

a simple story

2005-10-25T23:07:00.000-07:00

finally found some time to post

got a story to tell
actually its only a few Qs.

a simple yet profound story

little girl: do u want to go to heaven?
man[does not believe in God]: no.
little girl: then u must go to hell.

in the end the man finally believed in God n realised tt only through Jesus Christ Himself will u find salvation.

heard this in church.
found it quite meaningful..
so i decided to post.
yepps.

went to ps[yet again] wif claire, jamie, jaslynn, her sis and jeyanthi
reached there about 12.50.
went to watch flightplan.
nice movie.
didn noe tt a plane got so many compartments/parts..
saw sivhanyaa, kimberly, archanna n weiying there too..
took neoprints..
went to the acrade..
walked around..
n ate takopachi n fried ice-cream..yummm..
had a great time:)

2005-10-18T18:55:00.000-07:00

nothing much happening.
except dat ystrday got sexuality talk.
crappy.
talking most of the time lor.
except when the teacher talked about the many ways of abortion.
we were all disgusted lor.
gruesome stuff.
even got pics.
*grossed out*
den today got some crappy entreprenurship workshop.
even the name is crappy lor.
so long.
and so hard to spell.
tmr checking exam papers.
hope i pass everything.
n get reasonable marks.
shall blog again.
hopefully tmr.
if i hav time.
still hav to memorise 3 songs for harp.
shiit.
oh well.
life goes on.
jus lyk dat...

exams..finally over

2005-10-11T13:32:00.000-07:00

tuesday.
exams..
r finally over.
after more than one week of mugging..
it's finally over.
hmmm..again

exams

2005-10-04T14:36:00.000-07:00

survied eng n lit
flunked maths
tmr history
fri georgraphy
mon science
tues chinese
hmm..

2005-10-04T14:31:00.000-07:00

HAPPIE BURFDAE CLAIRE!!

wahlau.

2005-09-23T23:47:00.000-07:00

had a bad day today.
actually today started out OK.
1.drew sm person in art..
2.den made oneh-oneh in homec..kinda fun
but it worsen as the day passed.
3.georg-teacher gave us more homework.
4.got back science prac durin bio.flunked the physics part.
wahlau..so not goin to study or go near physics if i can help it.
actually the day started turning bad only at the very end of sch..
first had to carry the whole stupid lot of bks home..
jus becos the stupid idiotic freakin locker would not open.
wahlaus.
actually waited for claire to finish oral to help me open the locker..
but also no use.
den ended up waitin for everyone to finish oral.
den smone-dis smone go n wipe oil fm the nugget on my hand
follwed by more crappin around.
wasted smmore of my tym.haiz..
b4 we went home.
everybody tried to open the stupid locker..
still did not work..
wahlaus again lor.
second when i got home..
sm person started naggin at me..
wahlaus lor.
den hav piano lsn.
after almost one hr of peace..
the person started naggin again.
cant stand it..
wahlaus
WAHLAUS.

complaints

2005-09-21T18:55:00.000-07:00

haven updated for a loong tym..soo busy mah..i will tok bout how busy i am n was..bit lame lahs.
testdenhomeworkdentestagain.
`stressed.
jus had the damn science prac test yestrdae.
think i flunked the whole physics part lol.
haiz.next wk start exams liao.
still haven really studied.
imgointodie.
but todae was okay.lots of crappin around.tok bout toilet bowl n shit...had a goood laugh..hahas
had 4 periods of maths straight except for recess in between todae.was kinda brain dead after dat..still haven do homework yet..hav to go nowx)

SHUT UP!

2005-09-21T18:30:00.000-07:00

There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you

You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time
To criticize me

It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right

It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

There you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do

You think you're special
But I know, and I know
And I know, and we know
That you're not

You're always there to point
Out my mistakes
And shove them in my face

It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
Shut up, shut up, shut up
Is gonna bring me down
Shut up, shut up, shut up

Will never bring me down

Don't tell me who I should be
And don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should do
I don't wanna waste my time
I'll watch you fade away

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

Shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

Bring me down
bring me down
[shut up, shut up, shut up]
Won't bring me down
bring me down
[shut up, shut up, shut up]
Won't bring me down
Shut up, shut up, shut up

new clique blog

2005-09-02T22:38:00.000-07:00

YAY!
last dae of sch.so happie:)hahas
my head was goin to burst 2dae lar..got headache[lack of sleep,i guess]
claire just created a clique blog..hmmm.its quite plain.yar.hahaz

happy teachers day!!

2005-09-01T19:35:00.000-07:00

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAYx)

went back to cedar yesterday.everyone looked pretty much the same..didn change much lor..except for linda who looked kinda diff n meryl who cut her hair..
after dat went to j8 wif kc..actually went to bowl first but it was too crowded.lolx so decided to watch a movie..couldn decide wad to watch den when we decided to but the tickets..it was not available already lor:(sad
so we wandered around j8..felt very thirsty the whole time lor..dunno y
anyway bought a pair of earrings n kc bought a pair of slippers.hahaz..:))

siick.

2005-08-29T05:14:00.000-07:00

fell siick dis mornin.
had fever n stomach flu..
felt half glad..can skiip sch
*guilty*
tmr still hav presentation to do.haiz..
fell kinda tired..
so i will stop here..
byees:]

totally off track

2005-08-25T18:20:00.000-07:00

haiz..totally flunked almost all my tests lor..sho sad:(
apart fm dat..it was an ok wk..
tomolo is start of cyberwk..
cant say dat im lookin forward to it..
got so much things to do..
homework is being piled on also[maths n chn]
teachers r so evil..
but next wk is tchers dae..
n we got a dae off for it..
so dey r not dat evil actually..
hahas..
n the wk after next is hols..
yay!!
i finally found smthing to look forward to!
i shall end here..
byyes;)

its friday again!

2005-08-19T18:14:00.000-07:00

had lots of tests dis week..
i think i flunked georg test today..
did not really study anyway..
wasted whole of yesterday doing art..
den the teacher jus flipped theough n gave marks..
didn even say anythin' lor..[wasted my time]
durin test..jus couldn't rmb any part of the stinkin thermometer..
so miserable..
caught a wiff of mr wu's[georg tcher]deodorant/cologne too..
it was strong[very][actually it was stinkin too..]
discovered one thing..something's goin on between mr wu n ******
hahas..jkjk
hope next wk is goin to be better..
fat hope though wif science test on tues n cyberwk startin on fri..
oh well..jus wish for the best n hope tt i sail through next wk semi-consciously..

nothin doin

2005-08-13T02:15:00.000-07:00

borin' afternoon..[n hot too]
jus surfed the net..
decided to blog..so here i am now..
goin for dinner later..seafood[yum!]
i think i hav lots of homework not done..but..cant be bothered

piano exam..

2005-08-11T04:14:00.000-07:00

had piano exam today..
think im goin to fail..
played 2 scales wrongly..
oh well..nvm..its over.finally.cant do anything about it anyway..
yay..skipped sch todae..hahas
didn blog for quite long already..
dis is quite a short post..but so??

friday..

2005-07-29T18:19:00.000-07:00

friday..
supposed to feel happy tt its wkend..
but am not..
had forgotten to do georg..
kept poking my finger wif the stupid needle durin homec..
sew until my finger all stiff liao..
but it was fun..hahas
had to stay back to listen to some stupid talk..
crapped the whole time though..
den got to do sm wksheet..didn noe how to do anything lor
haiz..
wad a tiring day..
glad im finally home..
home sweet home..